I...Am...So...Tired

So...very...tired

Disappearing act at 10:00 AM. Did I get any shut eye? Well there were intervals when Amy and Anders left the purple room and I was not aware, so yes I probably "ZzzZZZzzzZ..."

God...so...damn tired. Just went on and off, on and off at home.

So if you weren't at the party last night, I'll give the lowdown of what happened.

We all get there by like 7:15-ish, and we play video games till like 8? Okay, it was mostly just the guys, minus Jared, but yes, video gaming.

Then, those who decided to go clubbing went clubbing, and those who decided to stay stayed. I understand those who stayed play Halo 2 and Dreamcast games.

See, me being a gamer, I wouldn't have minded that, but at the same time...come on! Not like I'll go clubbing anytime soon, in which I will NEVER EFFING GO AGAIN!

God...we went, and then it turns out the fuckers lost the guest list or something, we had reservations and such. So then we had to wait in line, which was boring...and nasty shit because people were smoking and smoke makes my eyes water and stuff...god.

Then eventually we get pulled out, and move to another line, and then Liuba goes into the club to talk to someone, alone which was kind of like "Okay..." but whatever, she's alive and well, I think.

Well, long story short because I have no idea what occurred, we got kicked out, so we wandered the streets of downtown...this was about...god...10:45 PM?

Travelling by bus, then by subway, and such we ended up back at Liuba's place at about midnight-ish.

Hey, a new ANIMEFRINGE edition, July, the link's to the right if you care.

So, we're back at Liuba's place, the DDR gets screwed up apparently (Sad...no really, it's bad) played some Halo 2 but after getting pwned I got bored...I MEAN after exhausting the game on previous occassions it simply didn't have its charm anymore.

And so what do we do to finish up the night? Or what do I do in particular? Drink. Lots of drinking. Some people will say I drank half a bottle of the lemonade, others will say less, well if you really want to f-ing know how much I drank, would ya mind telling me? I know it's hella lot more than that shit.

Let's see, Amy comes into purple room with bottle of lemonade, I think it was half full (OR HALF EMPTY!?!) and then Grisha comes by and wants to try it, so I pour myself a shite load and start pouring him. He said he wanted very little, so I gave him very little. I mean VERY little. The rest...I took for myself.

Then there's that other bottle I took downstairs.

Then that other one...

Though I was always drinking out of my plastic cup, never the bottle, maybe that's why it appears I drank little.

The point is that I never ate anything for like 6 hours before drinking, and this is a BAD IDEA. I got drunk, or "wasted."

Let me tell you this, being drunk is no fun. You are COMPLETELY CONSCIOUS of exactly what you're saying, you still have control of your body and sutff, but inhibition is PLUH. Yes, pluh. That bad. Seriously, I've been "loosened" before at a funeral, and it wasn't too bad, I knew what people were saying and such, just hat instead of being all quiet I was being...well my mouth was opening a lot.

My god, well it was fun. It was fun. Though for a strange reason I had the strangest urge to ingest more alcohol, addiction returning maybe? MAYBE!

God...I cant' remember everything that happened last night (can I EVER remember everything?) but let's just say I won't be touching alcohol again for a while.

Until tonight that is.! NYEH!

Jokes, I hope you know I'm joking, I try to have as much emotion in text as possible, though that maynot be possible....hmm......?!

God, could last night have been better? SURE IT COULD HAVE! If I got some sleep and less alcohol in me. Man, lol, no inhibition, total truth. Honestly, I wasn't acting at all! Honest! Swear to God. Just pure total, fun.

Well, people are leaving on vacation in a few days, and I will be very sad to see them go, or very happy, either way they'l be back and ruin whatever's left of vacation. God...so...much...alcohol.