Walking with temptation

So two posts ago I mused on how one shouldn't give into temptation, because it would be similar to taking "2 steps forward and 3 steps back."

Well I'm here to say "fuck that." I don't know what I'm going to do, but I do know that I want to type that right here, right now, I want to give in.

Because having a friend is better than nothing at all.

Or not, I don't know. I have some time to decide, after all. I hate walking with temptation.



Edit, like, an hour later: Well "fuck that" as well. After some thought, I think having no friend is better than nothing at all! At least I'm not fucking miserable when I talk to said "friend."

Trust me, if anyone is out there (as well as myself, should I stumble upon this blog in the future, and, for all intents and purposes, probably will), it hurts like fucking phantom pain right now (physiology reference) but it'll be ok, sooner or later, it'll be ok.

Right?